Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Anticipation...

To feel your soft wet tongue slide over my hot, aching, slippery flesh. Exploring me. Softly. Slowly. Teasingly. Knowing that when you do, I won't be able to stop my hips from arching up to press against your tongue. Wanting. Needing. More.

To feel your fingers dig into the soft skin of my hips, pressing me back down against the bed while you begin to explore me with lips, teeth and tongue. Knowing that when you do, I'll have to bite down on my own tongue to fight the urge to arch back up into your mouth.

To feel your teeth scrape over my clit as your tongue explores my delicate lips before moving down to press in to me, to make love to me. Knowing that when you do, I won't be able to stop my thighs from trying to press together, trapping you there, your mouth pressed against my throbbing pussy.

To feel your fingers flex against my skin before digging back in to force my thighs apart, your tongue moving up to replace your teeth on my clit. Knowing that when you do, that delicious tingling sensation coursing through my body will continue to grow until I'm mindless of anything but you and the pleasure you bring me. No inhibitions. No holding back.

To feel your lips, teeth and tongue command my body, own it, make it yours. I want it to be yours. Knowing that when you do, I won't be able to stop myself from coming apart, from coming. For you.

Posted by SD at 11:31 AM 17 comments

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Fifty Words.


The moist warmth emanating from your mouth flutters against my skin, teasing me. You move up my body, never touching skin to skin, just your breath, a soft whisper against my sensitive flesh, until your mouth hovers inches from my aching cunt. God, please, I want your mouth on me.

Posted by SD at 10:32 PM 2 comments

I've Never...

I borrowed this meme from AAG because, well, I'm more than a little bored, I rather enjoyed reading hers and my mind is being a mite stubborn at the moment.

The ones that are TRUE for me are in Purple...

I’ve Never French-Kissed A Member Of The Opposite Sex.

I’ve Never French-Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex.

I've Never Had Sex With A Member Of The Opposite Sex.

I've Never Had Sex With A Member Of The Same Sex.

I’ve Never Had A Threesome.

I’ve Never Been In Love.

I’ve Never Had Sex In A Public Place.

I’ve Never Had Group Intercourse.

I’ve Never Been Spanked.

I’ve Never Been Tied Up.

I’ve Never Regretted Having Sex With Someone.

I’ve Never Made Out With A Stranger.

I’ve Never Gone On A Blind Date.

I’ve Never Had A Crush On A Teacher or Professor.

I’ve Never Slept With A Co-Worker.

I’ve Never Had Sex At The Office.

I’ve Never Been Married.

I’ve Never Been Divorced.

I’ve Never Had Sex With More Than One Person Within The Same Week.

I’ve Never Posed Nude.

I've Never Watched Porn.

I’ve Never Gotten Someone Drunk Just To Have Sex With Them.

I’ve Never Received Scars From My Sex Partner.

I’ve Never Had Sex At A Friend’s House While They Were Throwing A Party.

I’ve Never Had Sex In A Dressing Room.

I’ve Never Flashed Anyone.

I’ve Never Met Anyone From Online.

I've Never Cheated On My Significant Other.

I've Never Masturbated.

I've Never Used A Sex Toy On Myself.

I've Never Used A Sex Toy On Someone Else.

I've Never Danced On A Table Or Bar.

I've Never Strip-Teased For Anyone.

I've Never Received A Rim Job.

I've Never Given A Rim Job.

I've Never Received A Hand Job.

I've Never Given A Hand Job.

I've Never Had Sex In A Hammock.

I've Never Performed Oral Sex.

I've Never Received Oral Sex.

I've Never Had Anal Sex.

I've Never Had Sex involving a strap-on.

I've Never Given/Received A Golden Shower.

I've Never Had Sex With Someone While Fantasizing About Having Sex With
Someone Else.

I've Never Had A Sex Dream.

I've Never Had An Orgasm By Myself.

I've Never Had An Orgasm With/By Someone Else.

I've Never Had Phone Sex.

I've Never Had Cyber Sex.

I've Never Role-Played.

I've Never Played Strip Poker.

Posted by SD at 8:57 AM 4 comments

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Completely asexual post (sorry)...

Last night, while SD was off in that wonderful world of dreams (and it is wonderful--trust me), my stat counter passed the 100,000 mark and I though that was cool, fantastic even. Really, I did.

So, thanks! You're all fabulous! Really, you are.

And soon, my gorgeous Nina, I promise.

Posted by SD at 3:34 PM 2 comments

Friday, May 19, 2006

Touch me.

Please, God, just touch me. I need you to touch me. Anywhere. Everywhere.

Hard and rough and demanding. Don't treat me like I'm fragile, I'm not. I need you to use me. For your pleasure, for mine. Ours. Make me yours, I need to be yours.

Your mouth, your lips, your tongue, your teeth on my breast, on my belly, on my thighs, on my cunt. Your fingers tangled in my hair, digging into my flesh, piercing me, manipulating my body, making me burn, making me ache. Your cock in my mouth, between my breasts, in my cunt.

All of you, every divine inch. On me. In me. Anywhere. Everywhere.

I need you.

Posted by SD at 7:28 AM 8 comments

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Oh, how time flies...

When I started “Salacious Desires”--a year ago this month, can you believe that? Time sure flies when you’re having fun (and well, even when you’re not)--my reasons were vast, my intentions were good and my situation was, for lack of a better phrase, complexly simple. And for the most part, it still is. Sure, there have been changes--some good, some bad--in me, in my life, in my marriage--pretty much everywhere--and if I’m being honest, I’m not sorry for any of those changes, even the ones that hurt my heart. Why? Because life, while fascinating and wonderful, isn’t all starlight and moonbeams and it certainly isn’t a walk in the park, it’s tragic and blissful and somber and playful and dispiriting and thrilling--it’s a roller coaster of emotions I want to ride again and again and again, so how can I be sorry for taking that ride, even when it hurts? I can‘t.

But as “Salacious Desires” moves out of its first year and into its second, I don’t want to talk about the changes--good or bad--this year has brought me because some are entirely too personal to recount here and some I’ve already brought to light. So instead of hashing and rehashing all the changes, discoveries, memories and milestones that have occurred in my life since I started this blog, I’ve decided to do something a bit different.

So to commemorate the birth of “Salacious Desires”, I give you 50 things (in no particular order, meaning, I‘m all over the place, but that‘s me--scatterbrained) about SD that you probably don’t know and more than likely could have gone the rest of your life without knowing.

Enjoy.

~*~

1. I was born under the astrological sign Leo--a fixed, fire sign ruled by the sun. I can, in typical Leo fashion, be very stubborn, ridiculously lazy, overly dramatic and insufferably arrogant. But I can be warm, gentle, loving and loyal too.

2. I share my birthday with Percy Bysshe Shelley, who wrote "Love's Philosophy", one of my favorite poems.

3. The year? Well, I'm not sharing, a girl's gotta have some secrets, yes? But I imagine I'm either younger or older than you think. Anyone care to guess?

4. Because there's some slight confusion as to my "status", I am still married, but we are and have been separated for quite some time.

5. And yes, my husband knows about my relationship with
Dane--there are no secrets, lies or deception between any of us.

6. I have one child of the male species, who happens to be the love of my life. And though, when I was younger, I wanted a whole houseful of happy little children, I do believe I've changed my mind.

7. I hate the sun, but I love the beach, hence the reason I typically only go there at night. Besides, it's so much more enchanting to gaze at the stars twinkling overhead as the heady scent of the ocean intoxicates me and the soft, almost sultry sound of the surf kisses the shore. Sigh.

8. I have an odd affection for wind chimes, which makes absolutely no sense because in the middle of the night, when they get to chiming madly, they keep me awake. But no matter, I think they're beautiful.

9. I love sunflowers, lots and lots of sunflowers. And lilies. And purple roses.

10. I love to read all kinds of things, but I'm a sucker for a good romance or a nail biting murder mystery.

11. I don't do mornings. Seriously. I detest them--the birds chirping, the sun slipping through the slats on the curtains, blah, blah, blah... Ugh. No thanks.

12. My favorite color is emerald green, but baby blue does it for me too.

13. And I don't particularly look good in either of those colors, earth tones are more my style.

14. I'm blonde--everywhere, from top to bottom.

15. And I love it because when I get lazy (which is often) and neglect to shave my legs, no ones the wiser.

16. I'm addicted to coffee--I can't live without it.

17. I can't cook.

18. But I can bake with the best of them. Anybody want some cookies? Or perhaps you'd like some brownies? A cake? No problem.

19. I lost my virginity in the front seat of a Buick Century when I was a naïve 16 year old girl and it was the messiest, most awkward, anticlimactic experience of my life.

20. I stayed with my 1st lover until I was 18 and the poor boy never did figure out how to make me come, not for lack of trying though.

21. Nor did my 2nd, 3rd, 5th and 6th lovers. No orgasms for SD (well, none that weren’t self-induced). Sucked to be me.

22. My 4th lover (who happens to be the man I ended up marrying) is, to date, the only man who has been able to physically make me come.

(Pop Quiz: Let’s see who was paying attention… How many lovers (of the male species) has SD had?)

23. But
Dane, my love, has made me come (soft, hard, intense, toe curling, sheet grabbing, hip arching orgasms) countless times and he’s yet to physically touch me. Sigh. The mind can be a powerful thing.

24. I have been intimate with a woman, only once, but it was one of the most sensual sexual experiences I’ve had. I absolutely must do it again sometime and I know just the
woman I’d love to help me out with that.

25. I’ve never had a threesome of any kind (not in reality anyway), and mores the pity on that because it looks like it’d be great fun.

26. But I did graciously lend my mouth to this lovely lady who thought it’d be a cool idea if we simultaneously blew her boyfriend. And that was great fun.

27. I love being taken from behind, it’s one of my favorite positions, and for reasons that elude me, it seriously turns me on if you (lightly) spank me while you‘re doing it.

28. I have a slightly odd penchant for hot candle wax too. I dunno?

29. I’m short, annoyingly so.

30. My eyes are hazel, but they tend to stay more towards the green side of the color spectrum.

31. I love my feet, seriously, I do. They’re tiny and cute and look great in flip flops or sandals or nothing.

32. And I absolutely love having my toes sucked (don’t ask, I have no clue).

33. Oh, and having my hair pulled, but not hard--softly, gently… yes, just like that. Mmm.

34. I have a filthy, nasty, dirty mouth and while I know it’s not ladylike, I don’t particularly care.

35. I’m somewhat boisterous during sex, but I’m not a talker more of a moaner.

36. I love to sing, but since I can’t sing without damaging peoples sensitive ears, I typically keep it to showers and solo car rides.

37. I cry noisy, loud and often, it’s a wonderful stress reliever.

38. My taste in music is wide and varied, but lately I’ve been stuck on these sappy, overly sentimental love songs.

39. And this would be because as jaded as I like to insinuate I am, I’m really just a hopeless romantic.

40. I’m more than a little obsessed with greeting cards--I love the damn things. I popped into Hallmark last weekend to pick up a card for my mom, my sister and Dane’s wife and what should have been a simple, fairly quick card run turned into and hour and a half of “Oohing and Aahing” over a bunch of sappy cards.

41. And bookmarks too. I have so many bookmarks, I could open up my own damn store, but it’s not my fault really, I mean, if they wouldn’t make the silly things so bloody cute, I wouldn’t be tempted to buy them.

42. I adore glittery things--lip gloss, body lotion, shower gel, body spray, the list goes on…

43. I hate (hate, hate, hate) beer, but I love (love, love, love) mixed drinks (particularly Midori Sours). YUM.

44. And since I can’t hold my alcohol for shit, I get a bit lax with my inhibitions and my mouth when I’ve had more than a couple drinks. And I swear, alcohol’s better than truth serum.

45. I’m a Democrat, but in conversation, I avoid sticky (or more accurately most) political issues because when it comes to politics people are all over the map and if your belief, opinion (what have you) is so far OFF the map that it annoys me, I tend to get bitchy about it.

46. When I was itty bitty, I wanted to be a nurse and then a teacher and then an actress and then a writer, but ironically, I’m non of the above.

47. What I am (as unexciting as it is) is an administrative assistant. Yee Haw.

48. I love blue eyes, they’re so beautiful and bewitching, they make me melt.

49. I’m a snuggler. I love to hold and be held.

50. And making out is, by far, my favorite thing to do. If done right, I could spend hours (literally) losing myself in a kiss. It’s so yummy and good.

~*~

So there you have it. And if I inadvertently skipped a number or miscounted, no problems, we’ll just blame it on the fact that I’m blonde AND scatterbrained.

Before I wrap this up, I’d like to say thanks to all of you who pass through here daily (whether you ever choose to speak up or are more comfortable to simply lurk) for sticking with me because without you, I’d just be talking to myself and what fun is that? You’re all super-fantastic!

And
Dane, whom I love so very very much (you know, back in September, I told him that I wasn't "in love" with him, but (and I wouldn't blame him if he wanted to take a leaping run in the other direction), I can't say that anymore--I am) and is, without question, one of the best friends I’ve ever had and Jeff, my sweet sweet friend, who’s been there for me selflessly through both good and bad times without fail and Nina, who is not only unabashedly sexy, but is one kickass friend as well. I love the three of you emphatically. I truly do. Thank you for everything.

Alright, enough with the sappy stuff, I’m out.

Posted by SD at 12:12 PM 12 comments

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Hmm.

I don't ususally post horoscopes (although I will confess to reading mine daily (I have it e-mailed to me--oh, be quiet) because it's usually so out there it gives me a giggle), but I rather loved the top half of todays predictions (yes, very much so), so I thought I'd share.





May 4th 2006


Some unexpected but welcome communications could come your way, [...my name deleted to protect the innocent...], through fax, email, cell phone, or other tools of recent technology - probably from either a lover or a close friend. Planning for a pleasant and exciting journey by air is indicated. Today, you relate well to others; friendships grow closer, romantic relationships more intimate. Someone close to you could even move into your neighborhood. Tonight: Plan a small gathering. You'll enjoy it!

Posted by SD at 11:45 AM 4 comments